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Hell yes earthlings i'm back :)
Sorry blog seems to be so dead due i was too busy everyday

First , 280610 is being loved <3 style="text-align: center;">

i know . YES , he will pretend that i'm invisible.

(searching for this pictures for hours on google )

i got to know that he loved that little cute tumbler
yes i totally agree it's freaking cute :)
it's kinda a waste cause the design only available in 600ml
honestly , i've never came across about the amouth at all when i bought it
i was just thinking of the designs and whether that "kayu" will like it or not
i thought he could refill his water (like in SRI KL)
i totally forget that the refill machine in RM was broke since long time ago

what actually happened that makes me feel so bad mood?
eventhough i've been complaning about his KAYU attidude everyday ,
but i'm totally doing something different!!
i actually took over a boyf. job and change 360 degrees to fit into the relationship
but i don't know why he don't seems to realise or understand anything still
where , he'll treat me when he want , and keep quiet whenever he want also
i'm like a puppet being controlled by him
my moods are effected by him , like he's the roller coaster and i'm the rider
i'll feel hyper when we're going up and i'm eventually down when we're going down
seriously , when he's talking to any of them
i feel even more unsafe , i afraid he'll look back at one of those and i'll be left alone here
i'll never get to understand or predict how he feel
and i don't know whether do he really care about me or not
cause he's ignoring everytime when he see me talking or being together with a guy
he's reasons will be I DON'T WANT TO INTERRUPT HER -.-''
it's even worst when he don't make it a habit to tell me whatever is it
please , just be honest!!
if you hate it , then just tell me , i rather you tell it to me than keeping your bloody mouth shut
i'm even more annoyed like this!!
i totally agree now that he's the one controlling the relationship , NOT ME or US
i'm exhausted bii :(

WTF , don't effing ask or tell me that i love him and stuff cause i really got no idea of it at all

Sunday went to And 1
WTH!!
-first match-
3 girafes vs 3 deers
LOL , win easily :)
-second match-
i got no idea at all ( i didn't watch the game)
-third match-
well , i was watching them playing from far 4 courts away cause was watching JQ and TK playing

next day when i went to school , classmates was talking about DNA =.=

Human 1 : yesterday when we went , we saw DNA and we know we're dead!!
Me : (laugh out loud in my heart)
Human 2 : YALAH!! they so tall , i think same height as the basketball pole , or they'll touch it without jumping .
Me : (laughing again silently again in my heart , that's because you're too short. not because they're tall) eh if you guys win , who will you play against with?
Human 1 : DNA
Me : (ROTFL , you guys should had win , i wanna see one of your teammates being dunk by my bii or his teammates . lose until crawl out from the court)

HAHAHAHAHAHA
i was super hyper on monday :D
i was controlling my hands from texting him
i don't wanna be a so call "slave" anymore D:
and today i don't know why did i texted him that i'm wondering will he text me if i don't text him

Was talking on phone with CHUA
Got to know that DNA coach wanted him to join (WOW)
and i didn't know at all that DNA is well-known among the chinese school
YES , I'M A DUMB DUMB

Mummy actually gave me a chance to cycle in rain
and yes , i was crying under the rain
i'm too stress , down and afraid of losing everything which belongs to me now

Hell yes earthlings i'm back :)
Sorry blog seems to be so dead due i was too busy everyday

First , 280610 is being loved <3 style="text-align: center;">

i know . YES , he will pretend that i'm invisible.

(searching for this pictures for hours on google )

i got to know that he loved that little cute tumbler
yes i totally agree it's freaking cute :)
it's kinda a waste cause the design only available in 600ml
honestly , i've never came across about the amouth at all when i bought it
i was just thinking of the designs and whether that "kayu" will like it or not
i thought he could refill his water (like in SRI KL)
i totally forget that the refill machine in RM was broke since long time ago

what actually happened that makes me feel so bad mood?
eventhough i've been complaning about his KAYU attidude everyday ,
but i'm totally doing something different!!
i actually took over a boyf. job and change 360 degrees to fit into the relationship
but i don't know why he don't seems to realise or understand anything still
where , he'll treat me when he want , and keep quiet whenever he want also
i'm like a puppet being controlled by him
my moods are effected by him , like he's the roller coaster and i'm the rider
i'll feel hyper when we're going up and i'm eventually down when we're going down
seriously , when he's talking to any of them
i feel even more unsafe , i afraid he'll look back at one of those and i'll be left alone here
i'll never get to understand or predict how he feel
and i don't know whether do he really care about me or not
cause he's ignoring everytime when he see me talking or being together with a guy
he's reasons will be I DON'T WANT TO INTERRUPT HER -.-''
it's even worst when he don't make it a habit to tell me whatever is it
please , just be honest!!
if you hate it , then just tell me , i rather you tell it to me than keeping your bloody mouth shut
i'm even more annoyed like this!!
i totally agree now that he's the one controlling the relationship , NOT ME or US
i'm exhausted bii :(

WTF , don't effing ask or tell me that i love him and stuff cause i really got no idea of it at all

Sunday went to And 1
WTH!!
-first match-
3 girafes vs 3 deers
LOL , win easily :)
-second match-
i got no idea at all ( i didn't watch the game)
-third match-
well , i was watching them playing from far 4 courts away cause was watching JQ and TK playing

next day when i went to school , classmates was talking about DNA =.=

Human 1 : yesterday when we went , we saw DNA and we know we're dead!!
Me : (laugh out loud in my heart)
Human 2 : YALAH!! they so tall , i think same height as the basketball pole , or they'll touch it without jumping .
Me : (laughing again silently again in my heart , that's because you're too short. not because they're tall) eh if you guys win , who will you play against with?
Human 1 : DNA
Me : (ROTFL , you guys should had win , i wanna see one of your teammates being dunk by my bii or his teammates . lose until crawl out from the court)

HAHAHAHAHAHA
i was super hyper on monday :D
i was controlling my hands from texting him
i don't wanna be a so call "slave" anymore D:
and today i don't know why did i texted him that i'm wondering will he text me if i don't text him

Was talking on phone with CHUA
Got to know that DNA coach wanted him to join (WOW)
and i didn't know at all that DNA is well-known among the chinese school
YES , I'M A DUMB DUMB

Mummy actually gave me a chance to cycle in rain
and yes , i was crying under the rain
i'm too stress , down and afraid of losing everything which belongs to me now

when i look up , i see your face face
when i pass by you , i smell the scent from you
you're just so close to me
but i can't reach you everytime i try to hold you back

Hey earthlings
It gonna be a short post for sure
School holidays just end , GRR

I don't know what happened
Everytime after you talked to me , my feelings actually all messed up
I feel so guilty always
I just can't stand of the way you're treating me
baby , can we get back to the past and fix the broken part?
i hate having so many broken pieces with me cause i ain't know what to do with it
it's not that i want to be like what we used to be , but just don't treat me like this?
maybe i'm treating you different also
no one knows how much it's killing me inside

PMR are just 3 months away
I need to put my nerd specs on :(
Blog will be update weekly i guess

Earthlings , i'm back
Friday , Saturday and Today are just awesome

Friday went out with Khei , my perfect lesbian partner :D joking
Went to GreenBox , shouted as loud as i can
Solo 2 mics
Honestly , i got no voice after 3 hours of singing (giggles)
Mummy actually called me and checked my outings for the first time

(Phone Vibrating , Mom calling)
Me : EVERYONE SHUT THE HELL UP!!
(Answer Calls)
Mummy : where are you? doing?
Me : GreenBox
Mummy : With?
Me : Khei? (aww , lies)
Mummy : Oh is it , i bring your siblings along and we join you , is it ok?
Me : erm , NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
Mummy : Why? Who is there?
Me : Erm khei's classmates!!
Mummy : Girl or Boy?
Me : 2 girls 1 boy (khei's boyfriend)
Mummy : Somemore? Your boyfriend there is it?
Me : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

Seriously , i was super super nervous!!
Even mummy don't mind that i've a boyfriend , but i don't want to let her know still
Mummy had never checked me before
Even she know that i'm out with guys or what!!
Btw , i saw Yukiimii , Wind , Chermaine , Kai Qi and Sibling and i don't remember the rest
Night start packing closthes for tomorrow
i actually only took around 5 minutes to pack , GREAT

Saturday , credits to my "ah-bu" for waking me up on 9.30a.m.
Queued up for toilets -.- , imagine 5 humans squeezing into 1 small toilet?
After that headed to PJ to meet my ah-bu and cousins up
Had breakfast in my favourite dimsum restaurant , Jaya33
Off to Bukit Tinggi we go :D
After 80minutes++ finally arrived in Bukit Tinggi
Check-In , bla bla bla
then went to somewhere else i don't know where is it and ate ice-cream + ABC
LOL , it's freaking delicious , YUMMY
Then went to Mengkarak and had dinner
OMG , another yummy :D (saliva dripping)
Then went back to Berjaya Hills hotel
Night was hanging out around the hotel
Was playing the arcade game
basketball was the best :D , rest not bad also , Pool was fun , Beers was good :P
Then had supper in one of the restaurant
Nights :)

Sunday , had a good rest , so i'm totally energized and ready for paintball attack :D
Had breakfast in the restaurant where we had supper last night
Sad to say Paintball was fully booked
it's ok so we went to Japanese Village
OMG , some bloody insect suck my blood
i was crying , screaming and running like mad (embarassing)
Then went to the one and only restaurant in Japanese Village , RYO ZAN TEI
All of you know i'm a Green Tea freak , so DUH!! had Green Tea :D
Then went back to hotel and check-out
OMG , they actually cheated out 46bucks per room D:
i've learn my lesson this time , i'll ask for the booking list for sure
Then went to another restaurant in Bukit Tinggi
It's freaking weird cause it was decorated with Beer's Bottles and Umbrellas
But the food was YUMMY
Overall , everything was awesome (Thumbs Up)

But i just can't help it cause i feel like vomiting every single second everyday :(
i don't know what's wrong at all
i don't dare to tell my parents cause i'll get eff-up for sure
Crap...Crap...

Check Out The Photos
Colmar Tropicale + Japanese Village , Berjaya Hills - Pahang

Earthlings , i welcome you to read my blog
But please get a life if you wanna publish my SHOUTS to my parents
Please just shut the fcuk up and leave my blog
This is somewhere privacy for me to shout out my feelings , share my feelings with others
So please don't destrop my one and only place
I appreciate all the feedbacks through my MSN and Facebook's Messages
Judge me? I don't speak or post like a WHITES
Just shut the hell up , ain't happy with how i judged you singaporeans? get out then
I'm telling the truth that what i see , feel and think

Byes

Earthlings , i'm back
Friday , Saturday and Today are just awesome

Friday went out with Khei , my perfect lesbian partner :D joking
Went to GreenBox , shouted as loud as i can
Solo 2 mics
Honestly , i got no voice after 3 hours of singing (giggles)
Mummy actually called me and checked my outings for the first time

(Phone Vibrating , Mom calling)
Me : EVERYONE SHUT THE HELL UP!!
(Answer Calls)
Mummy : where are you? doing?
Me : GreenBox
Mummy : With?
Me : Khei? (aww , lies)
Mummy : Oh is it , i bring your siblings along and we join you , is it ok?
Me : erm , NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
Mummy : Why? Who is there?
Me : Erm khei's classmates!!
Mummy : Girl or Boy?
Me : 2 girls 1 boy (khei's boyfriend)
Mummy : Somemore? Your boyfriend there is it?
Me : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

Seriously , i was super super nervous!!
Even mummy don't mind that i've a boyfriend , but i don't want to let her know still
Mummy had never checked me before
Even she know that i'm out with guys or what!!
Btw , i saw Yukiimii , Wind , Chermaine , Kai Qi and Sibling and i don't remember the rest
Night start packing closthes for tomorrow
i actually only took around 5 minutes to pack , GREAT

Saturday , credits to my "ah-bu" for waking me up on 9.30a.m.
Queued up for toilets -.- , imagine 5 humans squeezing into 1 small toilet?
After that headed to PJ to meet my ah-bu and cousins up
Had breakfast in my favourite dimsum restaurant , Jaya33
Off to Bukit Tinggi we go :D
After 80minutes++ finally arrived in Bukit Tinggi
Check-In , bla bla bla
then went to somewhere else i don't know where is it and ate ice-cream + ABC
LOL , it's freaking delicious , YUMMY
Then went to Mengkarak and had dinner
OMG , another yummy :D (saliva dripping)
Then went back to Berjaya Hills hotel
Night was hanging out around the hotel
Was playing the arcade game
basketball was the best :D , rest not bad also , Pool was fun , Beers was good :P
Then had supper in one of the restaurant
Nights :)

Sunday , had a good rest , so i'm totally energized and ready for paintball attack :D
Had breakfast in the restaurant where we had supper last night
Sad to say Paintball was fully booked
it's ok so we went to Japanese Village
OMG , some bloody insect suck my blood
i was crying , screaming and running like mad (embarassing)
Then went to the one and only restaurant in Japanese Village , RYO ZAN TEI
All of you know i'm a Green Tea freak , so DUH!! had Green Tea :D
Then went back to hotel and check-out
OMG , they actually cheated out 46bucks per room D:
i've learn my lesson this time , i'll ask for the booking list for sure
Then went to another restaurant in Bukit Tinggi
It's freaking weird cause it was decorated with Beer's Bottles and Umbrellas
But the food was YUMMY
Overall , everything was awesome (Thumbs Up)

But i just can't help it cause i feel like vomiting every single second everyday :(
i don't know what's wrong at all
i don't dare to tell my parents cause i'll get eff-up for sure
Crap...Crap...

Check Out The Photos
Colmar Tropicale + Japanese Village , Berjaya Hills - Pahang

Earthlings , i welcome you to read my blog
But please get a life if you wanna publish my SHOUTS to my parents
Please just shut the fcuk up and leave my blog
This is somewhere privacy for me to shout out my feelings , share my feelings with others
So please don't destrop my one and only place
I appreciate all the feedbacks through my MSN and Facebook's Messages
Judge me? I don't speak or post like a WHITES
Just shut the hell up , ain't happy with how i judged you singaporeans? get out then
I'm telling the truth that what i see , feel and think

Byes

Hey earthlings
Sorry for not updating , it wasn't my fault actually
Ok i went to Singapore on Friday which is 11.06.2010 and came back yesterday 14.06.2010
Everything wasn't that fun actually , me and my mom went only
ok , i need to admit it's fun to shop
BUT SERIOUSLY , ZOO , UNIVERSAL STUDIO AND SENTOSA SUCK till the max
it's freaking boring and lifeless place
forget bout it

traveled in taxi to everywhere and singaporeans called us RICH KIDS
whatever , it doesn't make sense that when you travel in TAXI is rich!!
get a chance to try LRT and MRT
it wasn't fun , DUH!!
i kinda pity singaporeans now
CHINESE DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND OR SPEAK CHINESE
MALAYS DON'T KNOW "BAHASA MELAYU"
INDIANS SPEAKING LIKE A FREAK GOD DAMN WHITES
honest , i kinda feel like slapping the malays and chinese

MRT STAFF : may i assist you?
Me : macam mana nak pergi ke zoo?
MRT STAFF : yes , how can i help you?
ME : (WTF FACE) how to get to the zoo?
MRT STAFF : oh , go to ang mo kio , then take the 138 bus.

won't you feel like slapping her?
a malay that can't speak malay at all
so do you still call this as ORANG MELAYU?

Cheak out the photos :)
Album 1

Album 2

Hey earthlings
Sorry for not updating , it wasn't my fault actually
Ok i went to Singapore on Friday which is 11.06.2010 and came back yesterday 14.06.2010
Everything wasn't that fun actually , me and my mom went only
ok , i need to admit it's fun to shop
BUT SERIOUSLY , ZOO , UNIVERSAL STUDIO AND SENTOSA SUCK till the max
it's freaking boring and lifeless place
forget bout it

traveled in taxi to everywhere and singaporeans called us RICH KIDS
whatever , it doesn't make sense that when you travel in TAXI is rich!!
get a chance to try LRT and MRT
it wasn't fun , DUH!!
i kinda pity singaporeans now
CHINESE DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND OR SPEAK CHINESE
MALAYS DON'T KNOW "BAHASA MELAYU"
INDIANS SPEAKING LIKE A FREAK GOD DAMN WHITES
honest , i kinda feel like slapping the malays and chinese

MRT STAFF : may i assist you?
Me : macam mana nak pergi ke zoo?
MRT STAFF : yes , how can i help you?
ME : (WTF FACE) how to get to the zoo?
MRT STAFF : oh , go to ang mo kio , then take the 138 bus.

won't you feel like slapping her?
a malay that can't speak malay at all
so do you still call this as ORANG MELAYU?

Cheak out the photos :)
Album 1

Album 2

RAWR , I LOVE YOU

Hey earthlings , i'm back here
Yesterday was awesome
And today sucks

Went out with Jannisa yesterday
Even it was a 2 people trip , but it was freaking awesome!!
Collect my Nano . then watched 2 movie since got nothing better to do

In this fourth instalment of the popular ogre film franchise, Shrek (Mike Myers) has become a domesticated family man. Instead of scaring villagers away like he used to, the now-reluctant ogre agrees to autograph pitch forks. Longing for the days when he felt like a "real ogre," Shrek is tricked into signing a pact with the smooth-talking dealmaker, Rumpelstiltskin (Paul McCartney). Shrek suddenly finds himself in a twisted, alternate version of Far Far Away, where ogres are hunted, Rumplestiltskin is king and Shrek and Fiona (Cameron Diaz) have never met. Now, it's up to Shrek to undo all of Rumpelstiltskin's mischief in the hopes of saving his friends, restoring his world and reclaiming his one true love and family.

"Happy Go Lucky" seeks to tackle the issue of gambling in a light-hearted yet touching manner. Hardcore gambler, Hock Lee Poh (Richard Low) is an ardent believer of Feng Shui, but is always down on his luck. His eldest daughter Donna (Patricia Mok), though petty and calculative, spends all her time and money on lavish nightlife and hunky social escorts - till she loses everything in the end. Fu Xin (Fann Wong), Poh's illegitimate second daughter is born at an extremely inauspicious hour and thus labeled as the "jinx" of the family. However, Fu Xin actually is a surreptitious 'Lucky Star' who always manages to turn unfavourable conditions into favourable ones. Fu Xin sacrifices a lot for the family. And in a twist of fate and luck, she unexpectedly helps Poh to win a hefty sum of money. Meanwhile, Poh and Donna find themselves stranded along the streets of Cambodia in a failed attempt to recoup their losses at the gambling tables.

Today , hell day
Morning went back to RM
Collect my stuff and i told them i ain't gonna come back anymore
so Chua , ain't you happy? don't worry i'll make sure that we're far away from each other also
It's because of you , i wasted my money and energy!!
Wondering whole AEON , just to get you a perfect gift!!
i suggest couple stuff , but your wife wanted a bottle with quotes on it!!
watched JENNIFER'S BODY

something appeared on my brain again :(
hell , i'm actually tired of getting jealous or what-so-over because of the relationship
i totally agree that i've changed a lot
and i did give him a chance to stab me with a blade many times
the only thing i gonna do now is to protect myself
back to bitchy style :D
no one knows how much it kills me everytime
i actually get another one-sided headache again
i realise i ain't special actually
treating me like how you're treating all your ex-crushes?
OH HELL , I'M YOUR GIRLFRIEND , NOT CRUSHES!!
what i want actually?
i just want you not to be so close with girls
you don't know how unsafe do i feel
i told you i hate you sticking around with girls
and see what you're doing now!!
OK FUCK , i feel like giving up you know?
just because she's a VIP to me , i'm even more ............
EFF IT , i'm really sturggling

Hey earthlings , i'm back here
Yesterday was awesome
And today sucks

Went out with Jannisa yesterday
Even it was a 2 people trip , but it was freaking awesome!!
Collect my Nano . then watched 2 movie since got nothing better to do

In this fourth instalment of the popular ogre film franchise, Shrek (Mike Myers) has become a domesticated family man. Instead of scaring villagers away like he used to, the now-reluctant ogre agrees to autograph pitch forks. Longing for the days when he felt like a "real ogre," Shrek is tricked into signing a pact with the smooth-talking dealmaker, Rumpelstiltskin (Paul McCartney). Shrek suddenly finds himself in a twisted, alternate version of Far Far Away, where ogres are hunted, Rumplestiltskin is king and Shrek and Fiona (Cameron Diaz) have never met. Now, it's up to Shrek to undo all of Rumpelstiltskin's mischief in the hopes of saving his friends, restoring his world and reclaiming his one true love and family.

"Happy Go Lucky" seeks to tackle the issue of gambling in a light-hearted yet touching manner. Hardcore gambler, Hock Lee Poh (Richard Low) is an ardent believer of Feng Shui, but is always down on his luck. His eldest daughter Donna (Patricia Mok), though petty and calculative, spends all her time and money on lavish nightlife and hunky social escorts - till she loses everything in the end. Fu Xin (Fann Wong), Poh's illegitimate second daughter is born at an extremely inauspicious hour and thus labeled as the "jinx" of the family. However, Fu Xin actually is a surreptitious 'Lucky Star' who always manages to turn unfavourable conditions into favourable ones. Fu Xin sacrifices a lot for the family. And in a twist of fate and luck, she unexpectedly helps Poh to win a hefty sum of money. Meanwhile, Poh and Donna find themselves stranded along the streets of Cambodia in a failed attempt to recoup their losses at the gambling tables.

Today , hell day
Morning went back to RM
Collect my stuff and i told them i ain't gonna come back anymore
so Chua , ain't you happy? don't worry i'll make sure that we're far away from each other also
It's because of you , i wasted my money and energy!!
Wondering whole AEON , just to get you a perfect gift!!
i suggest couple stuff , but your wife wanted a bottle with quotes on it!!
watched JENNIFER'S BODY

something appeared on my brain again :(
hell , i'm actually tired of getting jealous or what-so-over because of the relationship
i totally agree that i've changed a lot
and i did give him a chance to stab me with a blade many times
the only thing i gonna do now is to protect myself
back to bitchy style :D
no one knows how much it kills me everytime
i actually get another one-sided headache again
i realise i ain't special actually
treating me like how you're treating all your ex-crushes?
OH HELL , I'M YOUR GIRLFRIEND , NOT CRUSHES!!
what i want actually?
i just want you not to be so close with girls
you don't know how unsafe do i feel
i told you i hate you sticking around with girls
and see what you're doing now!!
OK FUCK , i feel like giving up you know?
just because she's a VIP to me , i'm even more ............
EFF IT , i'm really sturggling

back back BACK
will blog more today :)

my love life was and always had been a disaster
i kinda believe that love will only come when you're not looking for it
ok awesome
i feel happy and duh , sweet always
but i'm also pissed same time :(
what to do? i'm stick to a basketball freak
humans , never ever try to judge him , cause he has 2 personalities
the side that you guys always see is mature and cool
where the part i'm facing 24/7 is childish and funny
imagine i'm pampering him everyday :D
exactly like a kid sticking to his/her mummy
serious , even i might seem to be angry at time , but i'll still laugh when i'm pissed
i agree that i'm a lil crazy , all his fault!!

he totally like it when i'm JEALOUS where i seriously hate it
he's totally trying the best to make me feel jealous
honestly , everytime it works on me but i wont admit it , HAHAHAHA
finally , my life seems to be coloured up with colour pencils again
RED , GREEN , BLUE , YELLOW , ORANGE , BLACK , WHITE
no longer as numb as before
he play an important part of my mood everyday
even my sibling can't stand of me anymore
since long time ago i stop talk so much
i kinda love everything now :D seems like summer everyday

EXAM FINALLY END
HOLIDAY IS STARTING
I DON'T HAVE TO WEAR A MASK ANYMORE
IT'S A BREAK , A SO CALL BREAK FOR ME
TIRED OF PRETENDING , CONTROLING
back to myself
loud , random , bitchy as ever
:D haha i know i'm not bitchy , chill

well edward asked me yesterday , getting much more prettier or hotter?
my reply was , yes i'm much more perfect after i'm not with you anymore :D
cool right? i answered him in my heart cause it's lifeless to talk to earthlings like him
again he asked , what happen to your blog?
my reply was , nothing? still alive
(answered silently : i don't want a slut reader like you , so i changed the link ;D )
and hell yes , i hate him without a reason , and i don't need one :D

back back BACK
will blog more today :)

my love life was and always had been a disaster
i kinda believe that love will only come when you're not looking for it
ok awesome
i feel happy and duh , sweet always
but i'm also pissed same time :(
what to do? i'm stick to a basketball freak
humans , never ever try to judge him , cause he has 2 personalities
the side that you guys always see is mature and cool
where the part i'm facing 24/7 is childish and funny
imagine i'm pampering him everyday :D
exactly like a kid sticking to his/her mummy
serious , even i might seem to be angry at time , but i'll still laugh when i'm pissed
i agree that i'm a lil crazy , all his fault!!

he totally like it when i'm JEALOUS where i seriously hate it
he's totally trying the best to make me feel jealous
honestly , everytime it works on me but i wont admit it , HAHAHAHA
finally , my life seems to be coloured up with colour pencils again
RED , GREEN , BLUE , YELLOW , ORANGE , BLACK , WHITE
no longer as numb as before
he play an important part of my mood everyday
even my sibling can't stand of me anymore
since long time ago i stop talk so much
i kinda love everything now :D seems like summer everyday

EXAM FINALLY END
HOLIDAY IS STARTING
I DON'T HAVE TO WEAR A MASK ANYMORE
IT'S A BREAK , A SO CALL BREAK FOR ME
TIRED OF PRETENDING , CONTROLING
back to myself
loud , random , bitchy as ever
:D haha i know i'm not bitchy , chill

well edward asked me yesterday , getting much more prettier or hotter?
my reply was , yes i'm much more perfect after i'm not with you anymore :D
cool right? i answered him in my heart cause it's lifeless to talk to earthlings like him
again he asked , what happen to your blog?
my reply was , nothing? still alive
(answered silently : i don't want a slut reader like you , so i changed the link ;D )
and hell yes , i hate him without a reason , and i don't need one :D

It started with a confess
Continue with loves
End with 2 broken heart
LOVE SUCK?

everything was too awesome , i just don't know how to describe everything
Lazy indeed :D

ok earthlings , as you know i'm having exam now
but i still can't stop myself from revising FACEBOOK everyday
yeap ,totally agree that FACEBOOK QUEEN AWARD BELONGS TO ME
Friday gonna be a good day i guess
Exam finally end after sticking to me for so long Holiday is STARTING!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG Baby will arive in Changi Airport after 19 hours flight from Chicago

So far , So not good
As i said i've spoilt the result myself
Thank to my laziness for not revising
Anyway , will be having Science paper tomorrow , Chinese and HISTORY on friday

I just fucking hate how i feel now!!
Stuck between both of them again..
I don't wanna hurt either one of them serious
Don't ask me to make choice , cause it wouldn't be you :(
So now , i'm letting you to choose the future
it's either you're going or not
and i'll tell you what's gonna happen like what i've predicted
if i really meet baby up , most likely it'll be the end for us
SERIOUS , besides bkb , have you ever gave me any of your attention?
do you think you have enough time for me?
i don't know cause i ain't you

TOP 20 in Odyessy of the mind world finals
Sorry , i feel much more proud ofthis compare to BASKETBALL :(

ok earthlings , as you know i'm having exam now
but i still can't stop myself from revising FACEBOOK everyday
yeap ,totally agree that FACEBOOK QUEEN AWARD BELONGS TO ME
Friday gonna be a good day i guess
Exam finally end after sticking to me for so long Holiday is STARTING!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG Baby will arive in Changi Airport after 19 hours flight from Chicago

So far , So not good
As i said i've spoilt the result myself
Thank to my laziness for not revising
Anyway , will be having Science paper tomorrow , Chinese and HISTORY on friday

I just fucking hate how i feel now!!
Stuck between both of them again..
I don't wanna hurt either one of them serious
Don't ask me to make choice , cause it wouldn't be you :(
So now , i'm letting you to choose the future
it's either you're going or not
and i'll tell you what's gonna happen like what i've predicted
if i really meet baby up , most likely it'll be the end for us
SERIOUS , besides bkb , have you ever gave me any of your attention?
do you think you have enough time for me?
i don't know cause i ain't you

TOP 20 in Odyessy of the mind world finals
Sorry , i feel much more proud ofthis compare to BASKETBALL :(