Hello readers , i've been so additcted to an old drama currently! Had been watching it day and night. Currently i stop watching season 3 cause it sucks! Story ain't funny anymore cause i hate 3rd person entering their relationship. Honestly i'm watching season 1 & 2 's funny part almost everyday. Had been repeating the same part everyday and i don't find it bored still. Talked to Dk and thx to him for the story line of HAunted Changi a.k.a Old Changi Hospital(OCH) . Making me curious about every part of it but i ain't got guts to watch still. I hate it so much when people change. DK changed so much causing me having mood swings. I rate Dk as a must have in my life , the awesomeness that exist in both of us fit in just nice. There's no one that can ever replace this place he had in my life . Currently he's changing so much , as if he's so far away from me. We've never got into a big arguement until yesterday. I got a real big shock and i can't treat the problems as transparent and nothing had happen between us.
I'm so excited to hit my next destination. Another family outings for days. Something i'm so in need of to quickly get rid of the month. I'm able to let go everything during days , but when it comes to night the scar start tearing off and i'm left broken and unfixed. Every words you've told ever promised me , our song , jokes and wars between us . Everything mean so much to me , i try my very best to hide the scar , hiding it with more and more baby scars. When it comes to night , the main scar just tear off and the pain that i feel are too much until it cover all the pains by baby scar. There's no word for pain like this , it's no longer the pain that i can ditch off when i cry. Everynight , i know the pain is killing me so much , the pain and numb! I'm just lying down quietly , hugging my teddy and pillow tightly , wrapping myself up with the big blanket everynight , and slowly i'll fall asleep.I feel it's great that i've you to accompany to sleep , even just tha pain you've created.
