hey beloved earthlings , since i'm too bored , i'm hell yes back to blogging againmaybe this is what you earthlings call LIFELESS , i don't care
TOMORROW IS A HELL DAY cause it's SRI KL second Parents and Teachers days
i don't dare to imagine at all what my subjects' teacher going to tell my mom
but i can already feel that a big disaster is coming
for sure worst than TSUNAMI , EARTHQUAKE and etc.
My eardrums will vibrates until the max for sure
Whatever , i just hope that i can stand of the stress and nags tomorrow
Erm how do i these few days?
easy to describe with 1 simply words
E.M.O.I.N.G
Sorry babes and babeys
No matter how much of effort do you all put in , i just can't help it
I listen to almost all the hyper songs in my iPod, but i don't feel any better still
I force myself to smile everynight before i go to sleep like freaks
And the smile actually looks like i'm crying more, worst!!
I'm really stress out again
It's easier for me to cry than smiling and laughing
i'm losing all my appetite AGAIN
Don't worry , i won't fall off the stairs that love to kiss my ass so much
I actually ate my first meal around 3.00 today
Breakfast , i ate some bloody eww YOGHURT , taste like shit seriously!!
Lunch , was eating ice cream with JiaXuan (YUMMY)
I know i won't feel any better in upcoming weekends so i bought MAMEE MONSTER biscuits :)
honestly , i don't feel both of us are suitable to be couples cause i feel you both make a better one
He was saying that i don't trust him everytime when i talked about this
Seriously , he don't know how much i unsafe do i feel!!
Cause they're much more better then me :(
If i feel save , would i say all this bloody effing crap stuff?
he don't know i'm trying to appreciate him so so so much
Each and everyone humans that loves me wants me to appreciate him and YES , I'M DOING IT
I've never ever wanted to be too serious in this relationship from the start!!
But I don't know why everything ends up like this again?
I don't know what is so wrong with me AT ALL
i never know he actually changed my whole lifestyles!!
Mummy even started to suspect something wrong with me.
Am i so lifeless to quarels for fun?
No , i'm not. i wanna talk to him 24/7 if i can!!
Is it fun getting into Cald-Wars?
NAHH , IT SUCKS!!
I wanna text him so badly , but i know he ain't going to reply me either
Let him and me chill down , and then we'll see whether should we continue or do something of it.
If i can have any one minute of his now!! i just ask tell him can we stop this quarels?
For a pig like me , it's funny to know that i'm having insomnia (lack of sleeps)
I can't sleep everynight , am staring at the ceilings and singing songs
I feel nice either cause i haven't actually cried at all
Too tired to shed a tears even , no matter how much pain am i in
I wanna talk to someone that understand how i feel now!!
And no one i can go to actually
We ain't cute or fighting couples.
The cupid shoot the love arrow wrongly i guess
Is there anything i can do to fix the broken part?
WOW!! i never know JQ was an ex-DNA
:D he actually taught me pretty much stuff bout DNAs
Guess what does DNA stands for?
DNA stands for xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
do you know what actually happen that cause the whole previous DNA team to quit?
i know why :)
What so ever
Scribbles ends here for now
hoping that everything will be fine pretty soon
i need a girl , addiction
