Hell yes earthlings i'm back :)
Sorry blog seems to be so dead due i was too busy everyday
First , 280610 is being loved <3 style="text-align: center;">
i know . YES , he will pretend that i'm invisible.
(searching for this pictures for hours on google )i got to know that he loved that little cute tumbler
yes i totally agree it's freaking cute :)
it's kinda a waste cause the design only available in 600ml
honestly , i've never came across about the amouth at all when i bought it
i was just thinking of the designs and whether that "kayu" will like it or not
i thought he could refill his water (like in SRI KL)
i totally forget that the refill machine in RM was broke since long time ago
what actually happened that makes me feel so bad mood?
eventhough i've been complaning about his KAYU attidude everyday ,
but i'm totally doing something different!!
i actually took over a boyf. job and change 360 degrees to fit into the relationship
but i don't know why he don't seems to realise or understand anything still
where , he'll treat me when he want , and keep quiet whenever he want also
i'm like a puppet being controlled by him
my moods are effected by him , like he's the roller coaster and i'm the rider
i'll feel hyper when we're going up and i'm eventually down when we're going down
seriously , when he's talking to any of them
i feel even more unsafe , i afraid he'll look back at one of those and i'll be left alone here
i'll never get to understand or predict how he feel
and i don't know whether do he really care about me or not
cause he's ignoring everytime when he see me talking or being together with a guy
he's reasons will be I DON'T WANT TO INTERRUPT HER -.-''
it's even worst when he don't make it a habit to tell me whatever is it
please , just be honest!!
if you hate it , then just tell me , i rather you tell it to me than keeping your bloody mouth shut
i'm even more annoyed like this!!
i totally agree now that he's the one controlling the relationship , NOT ME or US
i'm exhausted bii :(
WTF , don't effing ask or tell me that i love him and stuff cause i really got no idea of it at all
Sunday went to And 1
WTH!!
-first match-
3 girafes vs 3 deers
LOL , win easily :)
-second match-
i got no idea at all ( i didn't watch the game)
-third match-
well , i was watching them playing from far 4 courts away cause was watching JQ and TK playing
next day when i went to school , classmates was talking about DNA =.=
Human 1 : yesterday when we went , we saw DNA and we know we're dead!!
Me : (laugh out loud in my heart)
Human 2 : YALAH!! they so tall , i think same height as the basketball pole , or they'll touch it without jumping .
Me : (laughing again silently again in my heart , that's because you're too short. not because they're tall) eh if you guys win , who will you play against with?
Human 1 : DNA
Me : (ROTFL , you guys should had win , i wanna see one of your teammates being dunk by my bii or his teammates . lose until crawl out from the court)
HAHAHAHAHAHA
i was super hyper on monday :D
i was controlling my hands from texting him
i don't wanna be a so call "slave" anymore D:
and today i don't know why did i texted him that i'm wondering will he text me if i don't text him
Was talking on phone with CHUA
Got to know that DNA coach wanted him to join (WOW)
and i didn't know at all that DNA is well-known among the chinese school
YES , I'M A DUMB DUMB
Mummy actually gave me a chance to cycle in rain
and yes , i was crying under the rain
i'm too stress , down and afraid of losing everything which belongs to me now
