ok guys , i've just cried and i'm back here to BLOG about my life without him
sometimes i wonder why did i fall for him so deeply?
i've couple few time fews but i've never love someone like this before
that's why i always consider you as my first relationship
i feel guilty for what i did to you
yea , i shouldn't had asked you to grab on "your no on understand you" life
that's rude and bitchy , i know
so on thursday , i've use all my almost allmy strength to hit the button sent
i asked dk , can i talk to you again? cause i'm dieing of living my life with plenty of "?" everyday
thx god , dk said you had never ever blame me for what i did
i feel like talking to you again
but i don't know is it the right time now (even dk said i shld)
anything , i've actually wrote down what i wanna tell you cause i've too much to tell
i'm even more blur now
i'm much more closer to that guy that attracts me , and i wanna talk to baby
argh , life sucks
facing too many problems now
friendships , families (with my parents) , and both of him =.=
screw my life
PS: i've bought a laptop :D , thx and ily daddy
its a short post btw
