I LOVE YOU DARR BABY T.TSorry guys , that was the first thing that i wanna say out loud.
Something that i've been keeping deep inside my heart for 1 weeks!!
And finally i can tell out loud today.
baby , you rawks as usual =D
baby growing taller!! A.W.E.S.O.M.E
And still cute as ever :)
This is what happen , when you allow someone to walk into your heart for the first time ,
Something so called first love laah , adui
it's difficult to let him / her go
To be honest , tears is falling off while im posting this post
And i know i'll be crying for hours again since this will be a long post.
Kicking off the post with Tuesday~Tuesday~
SUCK , SUGAR MAMA IS LOOKING AT ME THROUGH OUT HER LESSON
SCREW YOU TARDS!!
I'M NOT EATING CANDIES TODAY
PISSED
PANDA EYES EVEN WORST
ARGH
~Wednesday~
EXAM EXAM EXAM
*FAINTS*
LOL , no need call 999
if he could give me a hug , then for no reason i'll wake up and get 100% for every text paper!!
~Thursday~
EXAM AGAIN
SLEEPY
SCREWING THOSE TARDS TEACHER
FOR ASKING SUCH BLOODIE DICFFICULT QUESTIONS
Chat with Freddy yesterday night
Plan to meet today in McD
FridayCall off bout the meeting around 12:00
thx god cause hes not coming
or else i can't imagine how pissed will Khei be today
Spend her McD
Yea looking at her eating my favourite NUGGET
Actually i did eat 1 piece laah =D
Can't help it , i'm addicted to it because of BABY again!!
I did tried to really taste it and i know I LOVE IT AS USUAL
Gonna stop lying to myself that i hate it.
Just because everytime others will finish it and i won't get to taste it ,
I TOLD MYSELF I HATE NUGGETS!!
LOL , i'm normally pissed with humans that finished the nugget without sharing with me.
TeeHee =)
Just finished bathing and now i'm scribbling again !!
I've not talked to Freddy for days till yesterday
Thx for calling me Bitch , Fred :)
At least , it reminds me of what The Fuck i did to baby
At least , i'll always feel guilty over it
At least , i'm getting a chance to be punished for whatever i did
At least , i did get hurt me as much as i hurt you or maybe more
LOL , I've been missing him so badly nowadays
I feel like crying almost everynight but i didn't
Err , Not only crying at night only, but anywhere!!
I don't care whether where am I , tears feel like falling off only
But everytime i tried my best to force the tears not to fall out
I've been telling everyone how fine am I
Just don't want anyone to be worried of me anymore
Baby , i don't know how are you recently
To be honest mostly every second in my life
I remember that you owes me KOKO CRUNCH
I remember that how did you tried to help me with Khrono
I remember that i condemn bout you often in front of you in khrono
I remember that you always coquette like a small kid
I remember that how boring were you when i'm away for travelling during holidays
I remember that you always hate it when i'm angry or pissed
I remember that you waited patiently for me everytime when i'm away.
I remember that you always understand how i felt when i do house work
I remember how badly you always miss me
I remember how did i always bullied you , and you'll be complaining all the time
I remember how did i forced you to take breakfast everyday =D
I remember how will you cheer me up... TAKE CHILL PILL ^_^
I remember how you said ILY everytime and the kiss before byes
I remember how you try to cheer me up when i'm facing all my problems
I remember how you tried to help me out bout me and my parents
I remember how you complaint about the cup noodles that cheated your money!!
I remember how you refuse COLD WAR when i want it for fun
I remember how you give up during wars and let me win purposely
I remember how you care bout me
I remember how you feel when i'm sick everytime
I remember how you felt when i told you i'm going to singapore... AIRPORT!! ROFL
I remember how you acted when i whisper wrong people in Khrono
I remember how you helped me to train my xlcherishlx
I remember how you re-acted when i asked you did we married in khrono WITHOUT ME KNOWING IT
I remember how you protect youself and tried to fight back
I remember how nervous was you when i asked
I remember your espression when you keep saying that you told me about it
I remember how you forced me to open webcam when i'm lazy to do so
I remember what you want me to do
I remember you said , if parents approve , then we can stay TOGETHER!!
I remember you woke up everyday early in the morning , just because you want to talk to me
I remember i'm your sugar that never turns bad or sours
I remember you said you won't mind keep reloading credits just because wanna talk to me
I remember you said before my oppinion is your order
I remember that you cannot live your life without not talking to me when i'm online everytime
I remember everytime you want me to get someone after breaking.
I remember every single thing that we did before together
I remember TEAMO
Great to know that you came back safely from Camp
But i got to know your stuff from DK Kor
haiz , before you told me yourself about your stuff but now i wouldn't know if i didn't ask DK Kor
Baby , i'm crying cause i wasn't the one that you told..
I bet you told Vanessa T_T
I'm a bitch , i did all the craps to you
I deserve it , don't i?
Feel like ending my life the next second SOBS
